Ordinary Calling

We don’t always know immediately why certain things resonate within us. Maybe we have an inkling of a clue or a feeling, but not a clear, decisive explanation until whatever it is marinates enough in our minds. That’s what happens to me every time I expose myself to something new, especially in the world of art. Dare I say a new muse appears in the process that inspires insights and new work or helps me to understand the old.

An earlier image of the table set in the brick kitchen.

WHAT MAKES US CHOOSE WHAT WE PHOTOGRAPH?

For as long as I have been photographing, the rural landscape, with its farms, fields, barns, tractors, tools and all that goes with it, has been calling to me. At one time, I referred to this as the Romance of the Rural Landscape. I always stop for those things. I watch the wheat as it moves in the fields with the wind. I will turn around for an aging barn or a still useful rusting tractor. I will choose the backroads over the interstates every single time unless I have a strict arrival deadline to meet.

I wander through antique and vintage shops searching for things that remind me of simpler times that go back to my childhood and even further into the youth of my parents and grandparents. My father was raised on a farm, the youngest of the family. His father immigrated to America from Poland. His side of my family was very much connected to the land and a life of hard work. My mother’s father was a linotype operator, first in Queens, NY, and later on the North Fork of Long Island. Growing up, we hung our clothes out on the line and spent a lot of time outdoors exploring.  Things that catch my attention in these antique shops include old oil cans, small milk bottles and mason jars, hand tools, wooden clothes pins, and printer boxes with letters for old presses.

Wooden clothespins on the line reminiscent of childhood.

My maternal grandmother loved to “collect” stuff (lots of it), but my favorite was her collection of salt & pepper shakers. At every dinner we had there growing up, my sisters and I got to choose our own set from the china closet. Yes, I collect those, too. Seems that many of the items I collect and the subjects I shoot have either a close or extended relation to the memories of my childhood. As I look back on my images and consider my family history, a few pieces of the puzzle as to why I stop for old stuff and why I choose them for making images make more sense.

The old things bring me back to a different time. They bring me home, as it will ever remain for me in my mind. In some way, these things are touchstones, allowing me to temporarily time travel.

How would I see those ordinary things that were part of our everyday life? How would I see the metal milk box with notes stuck in the bottles, the clothesline we used almost every day, the sewing machine on which my mother not only made most of our clothes, but also taught us all how to sew? The last explains my interest in finding wooden spools of thread and vintage thimbles. At this stage of my life, with and without the camera, these things are seen with more romance than reality. I see them through the eyes of a poet, a writer, photographer, and a daughter.

TIME WITH THE WYETHS AND A KUERNER

Apparently, in April, it was time for me to spend some time with three generations of the Wyeth family and learn about the Kuerners and the farms in Chadds Ford, Pennsylvania. Before finishing up a workshop at Longwood Gardens, I learned of the Brandywine Conservancy & Art Museum and exhibits that allowed me the opportunity to observe and absorb the works of Andrew Wyeth, N.C. Wyeth (Andrew’s father) and Jamie Wyeth (Andrew’s son). I did so with these eyes I refer to above along with my own memories. I was not expecting to be greatly influenced as I learned the stories of each Wyeth. Until recently, and only after my visit, I knew very little about them and feel I have barely scratched the surface of what there is to learn, even after reading several books and watching interviews of Andrew and others related to him.

Newer interpretation of the old using a vintage lens in the brick kitchen.

One thing I learned that struck me was that Andrew was not a world traveler. He was perfectly content to spend his days either in Chadds Ford or the Wyeth home in coastal Maine and did so his entire life. He preferred to spend his time on the farm or in the studio, exploring and painting. The Kuerner farm played a large role in his painting and the Wyeth-Kuerner connection fostered another painter/artist, Karl J. Kuerner. Karl’s work was also included in this recent exhibit, and a number of images greatly resonated with me. The love of the rural landscape, the details and moments close to home were found in many of the paintings. While I enjoyed the works themselves, I gained much insight reading the descriptions to the side of each one. The words helped me understand the art and learn more about the artists.

Age and a different color palette for the emptied brick kitchen.

BEING INFLUENCED

I am not, will never be, nor would I ever aspire to be another Andrew Wyeth (impossible), but I can learn from his work, his life and words and from those of other artists and writers in ways that show a tiny sliver of influence by having spent time with him by way of his art. We are all influenced by whatever we experience. From the Wyeths, in part, I can relate to having strong connections to the ordinary and familiar, to capturing pieces of cultural history that is fading and my own need to preserve it. It’s not so much about documenting, but rather honoring the object, the scene, the experience, and the temporal nature of it all.

What shines brightly in the springtime is gone by the time summer is ushered in. The bones of winter will not be seen again for another year. The leaning old barn becomes a pile of rubble to be cleared, leaving no evidence that it existed except in an image or painting. The farms fade or disappear – which sadly and often opens the door to development. History of all kinds and special places are lost. The farm of my father’s youth is gone. My childhood home as I remember it – while still there, will never be the same. So much is not as it was. If not preserved in print or paint, how do we remember? What will remain when we are gone?

Broom at the edge of the hearth in the kitchen.